This blog relates the real life adventures of a married couple in their 30's. We are happily married for more than 10 years and have chosen to open our marriage up to new sexual realities, including cuckolding, sissification and a wife led marriage. All while loving each other more each day. If this is not your thing it's OK but this may not be the place for you. If you enjoy it please feel free to leave a comment. If you have questions please leave those as well. It is written by both Goddess and sissy - sharing all our thoughts and feelings regarding the journey. All the pictures on here are taken by me or found on the web. If I found it on the web I assumed it was part of the public domain. If you see a picture that is yours and want it removed please let me know and I will remove it.

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Sunday, June 3, 2012


So where to begin...Goddess should always be the beginning so let start there. As the posts alluded to last week we had some issues with me acting up. We have decided that the idea of parameters on Goddess were un-Goddess like. So at this point she is free to meet, have sex, text or chat as much as She likes. In some ways this makes things easier...but it also creates more fear on my part. I have no right to expect anything now, though I know we can always talk things through. Anyway, my love and devotion to Her grow. I truly lust after Her as much or more than I ever have, which Goddess would happily admit is a LOT. She truly is my Goddess.

The blog has seem some changes obviously. I like the colors better now, seem fitting to me and well....pretty! I changed my blog "name" to something more fitting. As Goddess said I now have a female name, which i will address more on later. But I am going to leave my blog name as is for now, enough change on that end. I also changed some wording here and there but probably need to do more. Another obvious change is I created a blog identity for Her so She could post more easily and it would be obvious who was posting, plus with Her commenting on others blogs it was just getting too confusing. Obviously She enjoys posting as She has done a lot lately - a wonderful addition i think to the blog! Also i will post fewer porn type pictures, I like them but I think the blog deserves a little classier appearance now. i reserve the right to post a few though, well till Goddess tells me not too....

Now for the sissy. Goddess has given me a name, Shelly. I like it. I am getting used to it, Goddess has used it a lot since giving it to me a few days ago. It does put me in a sissy place for sure. Also as I said before Goddess gave me permission to seek out some male friendship on I chatted with 2 guys. One younger and one older. i would have thought my chances were better with the older guy but we ended up meeting with the younger one. Goddess calls him stallion....giggles...he is well hung and young so i guess it fits! I got to play with him after we met for drinks. Goddess put on my make-up and i slipped inty a sexy baby doll. Goddess left and we played. we videoed it for Goddess. I loved it. I sucked and had him in me pounding and got to eat his cum, wow. He is cute, not real dominant looking but likes to be Dom. He is so young, mid 20's so I am 10 plus years older. We have chatted some since, quite a bit the next day. He likes participating in my training, which Goddess likes as well.We both have marriages, both spouses know but it creates logistical and permission issues. Anyway i hope we get to play again but I am continuing with my training and serving with my Goddess so I am Happy!