Getting comfortable....

Things have been much the same lately. I played with my young friend a few weeks ago. Was very nice, he makes me feel very much like a woman. He fucked me twice, which is becoming normal for his visits. He enjoys my tight little butt and has gotten into making me cum like a sissy. we text every so often, getting each other hot and I send him shots of my panty covered butt or clitty. I enjoy this side of me a lot lately. Goddess hasnt been feeling very sexual (she does have a social date lined up for next week but no sex on the side). So it is a nice sexual outlet for me. i may be getting together with her TC soon, which I am very much looking forward to. I am thinking of some ideas for him and a 3some with her, which I know he misses. Goddess sounds OK with it but timing will be important. She is very busy at work but it may also be she is just moving into a period of low sex drive in her life. I am OK with that. I have a high drive but she lets me have outlets and I can honestly get by on porn, blogs, fantasy etc.. and the occaisional play with her if need be. I am however greatful for the outlets.

I feel very happy. I am getting comfortable being a sissy. It hasnt affected any other part of my life and is just how i operate at home and within sex but those are huge areas for me. We had sex last night and I got to be in her. But i was a sissy in her not a real man trying to satisfy her. We both seem to enjoy that idea and it works for both of us. I love how she loves me as I am. I may not be this way forever - though I may - but I am really enjoying being able to express an inner desire that has been locked in me since I can remember. She tells me alot, and really expressed it deeply last night in words and deed, that she loves me and thinks i am awesome. But honestly I am just greatful to her for being who she is and really helping me be me. I am a sissy but very much in love with my wife!