Getting comfortable....

Things have been much the same lately. I played with my young friend a few weeks ago. Was very nice, he makes me feel very much like a woman. He fucked me twice, which is becoming normal for his visits. He enjoys my tight little butt and has gotten into making me cum like a sissy. we text every so often, getting each other hot and I send him shots of my panty covered butt or clitty. I enjoy this side of me a lot lately. Goddess hasnt been feeling very sexual (she does have a social date lined up for next week but no sex on the side). So it is a nice sexual outlet for me. i may be getting together with her TC soon, which I am very much looking forward to. I am thinking of some ideas for him and a 3some with her, which I know he misses. Goddess sounds OK with it but timing will be important. She is very busy at work but it may also be she is just moving into a period of low sex drive in her life. I am OK with that. I have a high drive but she lets me have outlets and I can honestly get by on porn, blogs, fantasy etc.. and the occaisional play with her if need be. I am however greatful for the outlets.

I feel very happy. I am getting comfortable being a sissy. It hasnt affected any other part of my life and is just how i operate at home and within sex but those are huge areas for me. We had sex last night and I got to be in her. But i was a sissy in her not a real man trying to satisfy her. We both seem to enjoy that idea and it works for both of us. I love how she loves me as I am. I may not be this way forever - though I may - but I am really enjoying being able to express an inner desire that has been locked in me since I can remember. She tells me alot, and really expressed it deeply last night in words and deed, that she loves me and thinks i am awesome. But honestly I am just greatful to her for being who she is and really helping me be me. I am a sissy but very much in love with my wife!

Update...sort of...

Sorry it has been so long. Nothing much has changed really. We traveled quite a bit recently which is part of my absence from the blag. the other thing is we havent really played much. Goddess has been very busy and stressed with work and both of us have dealt with family issues. So playing has taken a back seat. We have each played once since the last post. My one time was with my young friend. I let him in me bareback and he came in me. It was the first time ever for me to have someone come in me. I really did enjoy it and look forward to doing it again. I miss playing with him. I am craving playing with a man period really. I miss sucking cock and being filled. But things are good and I love serving my Goddess as much as she lets me.