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Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Another night with the Bull.....

Goddess spent the night with her Bull the other night. I was home, watching the kids. She met him at a hotel, had drinks then went up to the room he selected for the night. She had not seen him since the last post, she hadn't seen anyone. So it was quite a dry spell for her. When they got to the room they kissed and undressed. He brought a toy he wanted to use on her and she had brought a vibrator. They played for quite a while from the sound of it. He got her very wet and ready, as you can see from the picture she texted me.

Then he began to fuck her. At some point they decided to call me while he fucked her. She told me how big he felt inside her, how deep he was going. Then she couldn't talk anymore, he had sped up and was pounding her. I could hear him slapping against her and hear her incoherent moaning. Then he spoke, he reminded me how inferior I was, how impotent. He told me how well he was fucking her. That I could never do that. He made me agree to each of these things as he said them. She heard him too and my responses. She told me later she loved it. She loved hearing him talk to me that way, calling me a sissy and demeaning me, humiliating me in front of her. Showing his power and my weakness. Then he hung up. Then she sent me the picture below. His big manly cock having shot his load onto her very sexy pussy. She took a video of it we watched later that night in bed. I wanted to eat that cum so badly as I watched it squirt. She moaned as it splattered her pussy.

They talked, kissed, played and eventually fucked again. This time she texted me and told me not to answer. He left me a voicemail. I have listened to it many times since that night.

"I am fucking the goddess again, I'm fucking her because you can't. She is begging me to fuck her harder. I ask if I am too deep and she says deeper. I ask if it's hard enough and she asks for harder. She says fuck me because (my name) can't fuck me". At this point I can hear her echo his words about me not being able to fuck her. Followed by a really loud long moan by her and some words I can't hear. She gets very loud and I can hear him pounding her. Then his voice is back. "This is how you should be fucking her" and her screaming "yes!". "This is how she sounds when she is being fucked by a real man with a real cock". She is now screaming "Yes!" and "Oh God" and things I can't hear. Then he hangs up. He is right, she has never sounded like that when I have fucked her. The reason is the pic below and no it doesn't grow much from there. Fully hard I am about 4 inches.

To clarify, she has with other men acted things out for all our entertainment. I didn't need to ask, I could tell from listening but later she did confirm it was real. She didn't even recall what she had said, she was in a daze of enjoyment. They were together, alone, for over 5 hrs. She has never spent that much time alone with another man. I knew at some point of course that could change, that she might even spend the night with a man. But it was still a first and further cause for jealousy and feeling inferior. The whole thing was so humiliating, so emasculating - I almost came without touching myself from the feelings. It was intense. I love her as much as I can ever remember. And I want to suck his cock more than I have wanted to suck anyone in a long time. And yes Mr. Bull, I do feel pathetic.


  1. Oh my... this is so hot!

  2. Sounds like you were enjoying the feeling of being humiliated by both of them. My wife did the same early in her training me to be her sissy bitch. The nights of being alone and receiving phone calls from the hotel room. Her lover letting me know that she was in good hands. Telling me how hot my wife was and how he was going to make her a slut for his cock. He always ended his words with "sissy." My wife would get on the phone and tell me how big he was and not to worry sissy as I will be home soon enough. Sometimes I waited until the next morning. I experienced this many times over the years until she would bring her lovers to our house. I was able to listen from the other side of the door to our bedroom my wife enjoying orgasm after orgasm, something I felt she faked with me. I knew I could not make her cum with my little dick but licked her to orgasm instead. After her dates she would love to have me lick her which I learned to love. Love your story as it brings back memories. Thanks.

  3. Wow... very hot. Can completely empathise with wanting to lap up his cum from her pussy!