This blog relates the real life adventures of a married couple in their 30's. We are happily married for more than 10 years and have chosen to open our marriage up to new sexual realities, including cuckolding, sissification and a wife led marriage. All while loving each other more each day. If this is not your thing it's OK but this may not be the place for you. If you enjoy it please feel free to leave a comment. If you have questions please leave those as well. It is written by both Goddess and sissy - sharing all our thoughts and feelings regarding the journey. All the pictures on here are taken by me or found on the web. If I found it on the web I assumed it was part of the public domain. If you see a picture that is yours and want it removed please let me know and I will remove it.

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Saturday, November 5, 2011

Am I ready for this...cuckolding

The other day we had a serious talk about our sex life. Nothing in particular brought it on it had just been a while since we checked in. Nothing really surprised either of us until she told me she was afraid to fuck her favorite guy again. I had wondered why she hadn't set it up, we tried a couple times but it never went off. I got the feeling she really didn't want to, I asked her more than once about it. Then in this conversation she tells me why. She is afraid she will REALLY like it. She liked it the first time but it was disjointed and cut short. If they get together in a hotel room with hours to fuck she knows she will get the real thing from him and she is scared that will be too hard to turn down in the future. What if I say no more, get jealous, scared, whatever. Would she cheat to do it again? What if I let her would she start preferring him over me? Would she even want me anymore? The are the questions that haunt her...and now me. She told me this am she masturbated thinking of him, thinking of cheating on me with him. Of course that turned me on no end. I ate her out ass and pussy til she came..again. My heart, well to be honest my dick, says let her do it. Let her have her fun, she deserves it, she loves you it will be fine. Plus I will enjoy watching it no end...I think. My head isnt as sure. If she sees red flags we should walk away right...right? If I encourage her she will do it, I think. If I really want her to she will, I am fairly sure she will. But the consequences (if there are any) would be all on me. What to do.....

In other news, one other item that came out is she finds me sexy in panties. She cant really explain it but it turns her on. She bought me some while she was shopping today. Cant wait to try them on for her.


  1. Welcome to the anxiety ridden life of a questioning cuckold. :)

  2. Personally... I find myself turned on with him being with other women. I enjoy him telling me when he wants to be etc etc...

    But the same is not for me. I would like to have sex with another man, but I also have the same feelings your girl has.... and I love him too much to do anything that might make him uncomfortable.

    I dont think you should force it on her... She will come around when she is ready...

  3. Vanessa, I am not so much questioning as feeling anxious but that is part of the fun!

    Exploring, I agree I love watching her with another man. I wont force it on her and for now she seems to have moved on from him. We decided he is "on hold" for now. We may come back to him, I think we both want that.

  4. No doubt this requires much thought and discussion. If it does all come together for you, it's hard to describe the pleasure and how it seems to get better and better. The one thing that has done it the most for me is watching her when she's in one of her horny out of her mind, moods, to suck cock, and sucks another guy to completion. It's the little sounds and movements she makes when he starts cumming. There's a difference in when she wants it... then when she really wants it.
    Whew! that last pic (#7) is actually a little better than watching her blow somebody. The smell and taste of a woman's pussy after she's just been fucked is totally it's own thing, and different from anything else. It's something that's intoxicating, incredible, and addicting... And if she hasn't had an orgasm yet, it just might be that most women love it as much or more than her man does. Most cuckolds are required to perform this service for their wife.