Some exciting changes....

So a recap of the last week. Tuesday the goddess had a date with her favorite lover. They met in a fairly inconvenient place for a quickie. I suggested next time they just come here, which she liked. At first she was a little worried about the attachment she felt to him but that disappeared over the week. They were supposed to get together again Friday but couldn't make it work. She goes back and forth on him. Loves his cock and likes him but there are some issues...I think. Later in the week she saw a guy she met through work twice. She mentioned him in her post as her 'mind fuck". She is out again with him tonight. That one will be interesting as he really charges her and she wants him bad.

As far as our relationship goes as goddess said I am becoming her 'sissy wife' in addition to my role as cuckold. I had intimated or flat out told her before it is a role I desire so we are trying it on. So far she loves it and of course so do I. My ass has been sore due to the previously mentioned issue I went to the emergency room for but she took me tow or three times this weekend anyway as a honeymoon. I have asked her to stay away from my ass for a week or so so I can recover - odd request for a sissy I know. We also have to figure out a good way for her to take me as the feeldoe isn't working for us. I have had several nice 'sissy cums' as well as entering her and cuming once. I am very happy and feel very loved. I also have a desire to shave more than just the pubic region I shave now. Facial hair, leg hair and the little chest hair I have are on my list to go but i await goddess permission as she weighs the idea. She has had me in panties nightly and tried a silk robe and a nighty on me. I feel very loved and accepted by her. She is my goddess!!!

daydreams, sweaty pussy and other fun things....

My wife told me the other day she had a fantasy about me making out and playing with a tranny/shemale....sounds like fun to me!!

I read on someones blog (cant remember who, sorry) about being told by his wife to service a rather larger female friend. He was told to provide oral service for her, nothing more. That sounded so hot. I would love to serve a large woman, especially if she were sweaty, smelly from a long day at work or the gym!

We also decided we need names for our domme play. Hers will be Mistress Sex. She likes it. We havent decided on mine. The current choice is little penis boy. I kind of like it. I am feeling more submissive these days. We had some nice vanilla sex over the weekend. At one point I was in her ass slapping her face saying "tell daddy you like it". She loved it. We tend to pick whatever we are in the moment for, though I imagine domme play will become the most common choice eventually. I dont think we will ever be close to 24/7 or even near it. I think our sex life will always have variety.

Am I ready for this...cuckolding

The other day we had a serious talk about our sex life. Nothing in particular brought it on it had just been a while since we checked in. Nothing really surprised either of us until she told me she was afraid to fuck her favorite guy again. I had wondered why she hadn't set it up, we tried a couple times but it never went off. I got the feeling she really didn't want to, I asked her more than once about it. Then in this conversation she tells me why. She is afraid she will REALLY like it. She liked it the first time but it was disjointed and cut short. If they get together in a hotel room with hours to fuck she knows she will get the real thing from him and she is scared that will be too hard to turn down in the future. What if I say no more, get jealous, scared, whatever. Would she cheat to do it again? What if I let her would she start preferring him over me? Would she even want me anymore? The are the questions that haunt her...and now me. She told me this am she masturbated thinking of him, thinking of cheating on me with him. Of course that turned me on no end. I ate her out ass and pussy til she came..again. My heart, well to be honest my dick, says let her do it. Let her have her fun, she deserves it, she loves you it will be fine. Plus I will enjoy watching it no end...I think. My head isnt as sure. If she sees red flags we should walk away right...right? If I encourage her she will do it, I think. If I really want her to she will, I am fairly sure she will. But the consequences (if there are any) would be all on me. What to do.....


In other news, one other item that came out is she finds me sexy in panties. She cant really explain it but it turns her on. She bought me some while she was shopping today. Cant wait to try them on for her.

A slow down

So PMS has struck. She never did hook up with the guy. She saw him again but the fact that we played out the story so much combined with the beginning of pms meant she did not even try anything with him. Oh well there is always another time. Sex has stopped as well. Period arrived tonight, sometimes that gets her going so we will see.

She did give me a very nice hand job the other night. We had been out to a function and she was pmsing bad. A woman hit on me, nice looking lady probably 10 yrs younger than me. I am a good looking man so this isnt unusal but it pissed her off that night. Then we sat at a table with a woman my age who was a knock out. She had a very sexy dress on that showed off some nice boobies. I was feeling no pain 3 bourbons into the night so I had fun chatting her up. She was married as was her friend sitting with her. I think mostly I annoyed both of them, well all 3 really including my queen. This lead, after some detours, to our couch and a ball slapping penis hitting hand job while watching entourage. Wow it was good. BTW my queen was way hotter than either woman really but boys will be boys I suppose.

So I decided since I didnt have anything juicy to share I would share a few good pics off the web, enjoy! These are a few of my favorite things!