This blog relates the real life adventures of a married couple in their 30's. We are happily married for more than 10 years and have chosen to open our marriage up to new sexual realities, including cuckolding, sissification and a wife led marriage. All while loving each other more each day. If this is not your thing it's OK but this may not be the place for you. If you enjoy it please feel free to leave a comment. If you have questions please leave those as well. It is written by both Goddess and sissy - sharing all our thoughts and feelings regarding the journey. All the pictures on here are taken by me or found on the web. If I found it on the web I assumed it was part of the public domain. If you see a picture that is yours and want it removed please let me know and I will remove it.

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Monday, January 9, 2012

feeldoe update, some nice sex and the search for a big cock..

First off we tried the feeldoe over the weekend. The woman in the pics isn't my wife, why dont we take pics of this stuff?? We have talked about it and will upload some new ones. Anyway we have the same one, the blue one, it is the thin version. Wish now I got the bigger one but we can use this one for a while then decide if we want an upgrade. It was a little akward for her but she got the hang of it quickly. She really liked it. She said she enjoyed being the one to do the fucking! She said it was a little work but she was very happy. She has not liked using the strap on in the past so this is a big deal. I of course loved it!! Big fan. Just the fact she liked it was huge but I really enjoyed the feeling. Loved looking up at her as she fucked me. She is so sexy with her big boobs and pretty face, what a goddess!!!
She has been messaging several guys she is interested in. She really wanted to get fucked this weekend. No luck. My cock is small and since we have started this new play I cum in seconds after entering her, when she lets me. So finding a good hard fucking is something she longs for I think. I dont blame her, in fact I will be happy for her when she finds one soon. I hope I get to watch!! Only a couple of her recent chats have been with guys that have real big ones, the guy she really wants may work out yet as we will be in his city next month. She is hoping for bigger cocks nearby, I think. But if the ones she is chatting with now can last, they seem big enough to do the job - much better than me anyway.


We had a tentative date set up with a guy we played with previously. He wasnt a favorite but had a really nice 8 inch cock, thick as well. plus he had a lot of endurance and he is bi. They chatted a bit and she was going to have him use me first then her. He seemed to like the idea but we couldnt make a time work. He wants to set up a date for 2 weeks from now when he is back, we will see. I am nervous but honestly sounds very hot. Sucking him then taking him in my ass. She loves the idea of having me used by him as well. She likes the idea of "giving" me to someone to use in general, man or woman. Hmmm... wonder where this will go...

 She has also been making me eat my own cream pies lately, not all the time but several times. I have grown to like it. I love the idea of eating another mans but even eating mine is hot. I hope in the not too distant future I can eat some yummy cum off her.... or out of her!


  1. I've been having that issue with them men in my life lately, too. They dont seem to be big enough to make me have an orgasm during intercourse. I have been lucky to have a collection of toys and the guy Im with right now doesnt mind using them to get me where I need to go. But, I worry that I will get so used to the toy that I wont be able to achieve an orgasm with a guy.

  2. Very interesting!... :)